I've neglected my blogging lately and here is why...
I'm in massage school!
What an exciting time this has been for me. Do you believe the motto, "trust your gut"? Here is the wisdom I've come to develop over the past few months: sometimes your gut doesn't know what to believe either. After coming home from my wonderful trip of a lifetime, I set off on my next adventure: going back to school.
I felt like I was a bit crazy. I knew the path I wanted to take, for the first time in my life, and I had no money to do so. Although my parents have been wonderful in supporting me in everyday that they can, some days I feel like its all I'm doing to keep my head above water. Hence, the neglect of my blog. And in turn, myself.
I've been feeling this sense of loss for the past few months. Loss of me, loss of knowledge, loss of confidence. I know my power comes from my inner strength to figure things out, but I haven't been able to trust myself.
Most of our fears steam from financial difficulties. Our drowning comes from the fact that our bills pile up and we feel we have no control over our income.
I know this blog post branches off from my usual focus, but we all deserve a platform where we can be raw and real. Over the next several months, up until my graduation, I plan on using this site as a sounding board for real feelings.
My plans are to talk about my usual essential oils and daily activities, but also incorporate some real-life stuff, focusing heavily on financial burdens and how to solve them. My hope here is that feed back comes from my audience as we go through trials and tribulations of some real life shit.